Khloé Kardashian Snaps at Lamar Odom Throughout Tense & Awkward Dialog About His Overdose

After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he needed to choose up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s residence and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his aspect all through his restoration.

“I really like you for attempting your hardest with me. Love, I do not suppose it will ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really non secular individual. You marry someone, you get married in entrance of God,” he stated, expressing remorse for his habits after they stated “I do.” In response, Khloé instructed him, “I do not suppose you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”

In a confessional, she stated she instructed him “loads of instances” what he can be shedding if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not all the time get second possibilities and you may’t maintain doing f–ked up s–t and count on folks to remain round.”

As he instructed her he had so much to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she puzzled what made him cease. He stated he needed to be round for his kids, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”

“I assume in due time, when you give me the chance, you will see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am in all probability cool sufficient to be your good friend,” he instructed her. “As I get older and begin to understand what I might need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”

The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar instructed her, “I am so significantly better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally referred to as Khloé “the perfect spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”

In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the energy” to satisfy with Lamar, in addition to Odom for exhibiting up.

“That needed to be laborious for him to stroll in. I really feel a variety of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt dangerous that he had this dependancy that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my little one who– that was the love of her life and he or she thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that means for them. It is so much. It is so much to wrap my head round.”

After the decision, Lamar additionally obtained choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, when you obtained a mom that helps you, how sturdy that s–t is.”

He then instructed Kardashian she seemed good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” to this point. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Regardless that I might have cherished so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward slightly bit.”

She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” potential. Khloé then instructed him cease frequently referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It would not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not communicate.”

When Malika — who was witness for a number of the dialog — stated that was a “harsh” remark,  Kardashian then pushed again laborious.

“It is not harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 instances. But when I inform you the reality one time, you could’t name me that since you could not communicate, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not communicate as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have achieved it. His fault. Not my fault.”

That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nonetheless, is one thing Khloé clearly would not consider.

“You don’t have any thought what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not speak about if when you’re not going to be trustworthy,” she instructed him, getting heated.

“I used to be there when your father stated pull the plug so he could be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there once you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she instructed him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I obtained staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”

Beforehand-unseen residence video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him along with his youngsters, asking whether or not he knew who they had been.

“Do you keep in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking fully?” she then requested Lamar, as he instructed her, “as a result of how I did medicine after that.”

“Why on earth would somebody … you may’t speak, I needed to educate you scorching from chilly, diapers, how you can stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner telephone to name a drug vendor to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to seek out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered all the things in that home.”

That, he stated he did not even keep in mind taking place.

And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go choose up her youngsters. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he stated in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her slightly extra,” he added.

In her personal confessional, Khloé stated the dialog made her understand how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however possibly that is okay. Do I believe I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.

“At the moment was so much, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel pleased with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am making ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”

Later within the hour, Khloé crammed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”

“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I type of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually know the way I stated bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.

“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I am going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nonetheless, made Kim understand they all the time “really feel dangerous for folks” they in all probability should not.

“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a bunch remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe stated that whereas she feels dangerous for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.

“We obtained into slightly backwards and forwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medicine.’ I simply can’t with that story,” Khloé then instructed them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He would not keep in mind how lengthy he was there.”

Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to satisfy Saint when she gave start, as they had been each in the identical hospital on the similar time.

“What I went by with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a unique means, it took away my innocence. Possibly that is what occurs once you get married in 9 days,” she stated, admitting they in all probability did get married “means too rapidly.”

“But when somebody requested if I might change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medicine, I do know we’d nonetheless be married ’til at present,” she then instructed her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the precise individual at the moment. No person knew he was on medicine till it was at the very least a yr in. That is what was so terrifying.”

Wanting forward, she stated she would not suppose she’ll ever actually permit herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went by with him, and wasn’t positive “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be associates.

“He would acquire a lot extra out of that friendship than I might acquire. He would not add something to my life. It might be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she stated. “That is additionally a giant motive why I am not leaping into relationship. I need to be sure that I am in a stable, comfortable place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to satisfy somebody.”

The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has ” one coming” her means.

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