“I could not discuss to individuals anymore. I could not discuss to strangers anymore. I couldn’t be checked out anymore, particularly within the work surroundings,” the One Tree Hill alum shared.
Sophia Bush is opening up in regards to the poisonous work surroundings that pushed her to the brink.
On the June 3 episode of Reclaiming with Monica Lewinsky, the 42-year-old actress recalled the trauma she endured on the set of a tv sequence she joined after wrapping One Tree Hill in 2012.
Whereas Bush did not title the present outright, she starred as Detective Erin Lindsay on Chicago P.D. from 2014 to 2017 following her time on Tree Hill, and the timeline seems to line up.
Bush informed Lewinsky that being forged within the unnamed sequence was a profession milestone, however ended up being a nightmare.
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“It was on my bucket checklist,” she mentioned. However as soon as on set, she says it shortly become a nightmare. “I suffered each type of abuse you possibly can think about with somebody sufficiently old to be my father,” she shared.
The expertise was so damaging, mentioned Bush, that her physique started to interrupt down.
“I had the chance after two years to go,” Bush defined. “I did the factor I realized to do and mentioned, ‘I cannot have my integrity diminished by another person’s conduct. I shall be unflappable. I’ll come to work and do my job.’ And I could not.”
Detailing the devastating bodily results of the expertise, Bush mentioned she “was in bodily hell.” The expertise even spurred on a “spontaneous sickness,” that included being “coated in hives” and affected by hair loss and weight fluctuations.
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“As an extrovert who loves individuals, to be hit with anxiousness in such a method that I may barely be out of the home; if individuals touched me in public, I’d soar out of my pores and skin,” she continued. “I could not discuss to individuals anymore. I could not discuss to strangers anymore. I couldn’t be checked out anymore, particularly within the work surroundings.”
The actress additionally mentioned the job modified her demeanor, making her extra guarded than she’d ever been.
“As a result of I needed to go to work prepared for conflict on a regular basis, I needed to study the place to face to not get elbowed within the ribs or easy methods to block a scene to not be touched. It was simply exhausting,” Bush recalled.
She in the end left the Chicago P.D. in April 2017, simply months earlier than the #MeToo motion exploded. She claimed that later that yr, she obtained a cellphone name from a community govt with an apology.
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“By October, I acquired a name from an govt apologizing for what they’d performed and never performed,” she mentioned. “And [they] mentioned, ‘We’re very conscious we simply made it out of that unscathed.'”
Bush beforehand opened up about her resolution to exit Chicago P.D. in 2017 on Refinery 29′s Unstyled podcast, saying, “It was then that I noticed I would been drowning. It was then that I knew simply how depressing I used to be going to work each day. I needed to respect myself in a scenario the place I did not really feel revered.”
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